Ever experience being held at gunpoint? I do – figuratively though. It is a despicable feeling to feel that you cannot do anything about a situation. And it’s all for her, who had brought me to this world – for her wishes, and for her heart’s desire.
And the antagonist is somebody from the family who had held everybody hostage and that she loves more than she does for the rest. I just couldn’t believe how that one can be so selfish, and uncaring. And this, I believe, warrants the hatred I feel.
Odium - a dead feeling that I am afraid I can get used to, and that will eat me in time.
